Nathan John Feuerstein, born on March 30, 1991, is widely recognized by his initials NF (stylized as ИF), making a significant mark in the American music scene as a rapper, singer, songwriter, and record producer. His musical journey includes the release of two EPs, “I’m Free” in 2012, and a self-titled EP in 2014 under Capitol CMG. March 31, 2015, marked the debut of his first major-label studio album, “Mansion.”
Following that success, he continued to make waves with his third studio album, “Therapy Session,” which was released on April 22, 2016, reaching an impressive peak at number 12 on the US Billboard 200 chart. NF’s contributions to the music industry have not gone unnoticed, earning him esteemed accolades, such as the Gospel Music Association Dove Award for Rap/Hip Hop Album of the Year for “Therapy Session.”
NF Responds To Questions About His Faith & Christian Rap Roots
NF is known for keeping a low profile and seldom delving into personal details during interviews. However, in a recent interview, he surprisingly discussed some well-trodden subjects like being labeled a “Christian rapper” and comparisons to Eminem. Kudos to the interviewer for skillfully presenting these clichéd topics in a refreshing manner, making them genuinely engaging.
During the conversation, NF shared insightful perspectives on his Christian identity and his roots in the Christian hip-hop scene. Here’s a brief summary of the key points.
Although God is undoubtedly a recurring theme in NF’s lyrics, what stands out even more prominently is the pervasive sense of darkness and anguish. Past compositions, such as “Hate Myself” with lines like “Suicidal thoughts come and go like a guest to me” and “Trauma” where NF expresses, “Scream and yell, but I feel speechless / Ask for help, you call it weakness,” reflect the artist’s deep exploration of pain. Notably, the 2016 track “How Could You Leave Us” poignantly addresses his mother’s tragic death due to a drug overdose.
NF, currently under the banner of Capitol CMG, a Christian record label, initially rose through the ranks of the Christian music scene and frequently integrates references to God in his music. Despite these affiliations, NF resists being pigeonholed as a “Christian rapper.” He articulates that this label no longer resonates with his evolving artistic identity, as he perceives a disconnect with other artists in the Christian music landscape.
In a recent interview, NF expressed, “It’s not where I see myself today.” His reluctance to embrace the Christian rapper label stems from a growing realization that his creative vision and perspective diverged from prevalent themes within the Christian music community.
NF’s early career saw his first two albums, post-signing with Capitol CMG, achieving No. 1 status on the US Christian charts. However, he clarified that this association with a Christian label wasn’t a deliberate avoidance of mainstream recognition but rather a reflection of his limited understanding at the time. Despite his music incorporating themes of faith, NF found that the substance of his work did not align with the prevailing content in the Christian music industry.
He elaborated, “It feels sometimes like the end of songs has to have this great, positive ending. I wasn’t there. My music didn’t fit, because I didn’t feel that way.”
Contrary to the misconception that he distances himself from Christianity, NF openly acknowledges his identity as a Christian rapper who incorporates his faith into his art. This perspective challenges the common narrative that he is not authentically Christian. NF emphasizes that his music is not crafted for the exclusive purpose of serving the church, stating, “I’m not a worship artist. That’s not my music’s purpose. I don’t think I’m a preacher. I want anyone to listen to my music, [whether they] believe in God or not.”
He emphasizes his perspective with this statement:
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“I could share numerous instances where things just didn’t add up. People would use God as an excuse for their lack of commitment to their responsibilities… When you perform at a church, it’s not entirely your show. You’re there to entertain. While the audience at church shows may be enthusiastic, it’s not about you.”
Even though God may not be overtly evident in NF’s lyrics, a subtle presence can still be discerned. His latest album, HOPE, reflects a shift towards optimism, possibly inspired by the birth of his child. However, his predominant themes delve into darkness and suffering, touching on subjects like suicide, loss, and pain, often in a manner ahead of the curve for the Christian hip-hop (CHH) genre. It’s this raw authenticity that earns him the label of “real music,” resonating with many who appreciate narratives beyond the simplistic.
“In the Christian realm, there’s a tendency to sweep problems under the rug.”
Despite distancing himself from the Christian music scene, NF remains at ease discussing his faith and spirituality. He perceives the interconnectedness of the world as evidence of God’s creation in the natural order. Viewing his purpose as an artist, he sees making music as his calling and intends to pursue it.
NF also acknowledges the influence of fellow artists like Lecrae, Andy Mineo, and LA’s Gospel Gangstaz on his musical journey.
Closing with a touch of humor, NF reflects:
“The world operates in harmony,” he says with a smile, as mentioned in the article. “From animals fertilizing the soil to babies being born, it’s all intricate. God must have designed it… Every artist probably says this, but I genuinely need music. I believe in God, and I believe we all have a purpose as human beings, a reason to exist. Making music, I think, is my purpose on this planet. So, that’s what I’ll do.”
